'friends'
im still bored so i want to post something again hahah.
friends. do you have friends? i bet you have a lot.
me? of course i have a lot too.
friends is just friends, you know, nothing special.
but about best friend, do you have it?
me? hmm.. i still dont know, maybe i dont have it (?)
Best friend is someone who will always be there for you, always understand you, always care, never want to see you sad, will do anything to make you feel better, will always listen and will always know if you're sad, even if you didnt say anything.
for me best friend is like that,.
if best friend is like that, i dont think i have a best friend.
but i used to have one, she is perfect to me, and also, she is the only one i can talk to about everything.
but now? she left.
yeah, thats life. people changed. people left. feelings fade.
i've been trying like its ok but you know its never easy for me.
i thought me and her will never ever ever ever ever apart, but the truth is, we are.
maybe its not her fault, maybe it was my fault. and maybe it will always be my fault. idk.
im sorry everything changed.
and honestly idk if i can find someone again who can truly understand me like she did..
okay okay im so dramatic now hahahahahah nevermind, ok?
and what about you? you have a best friend? if you have one, you're so lucky, not like me.
maybe i just havent found it yet. maybe later i will find someone again who will always be there for me..
but right now i cant handle if anyone left me again, this year, a lot of people had left.
and honestly i dont know how to trust people again. but you know, i still trust her.
and now i am telling you everything ._. joke not everything so i'll stop before i tell you everything ahahahah okay bye :) #ignorethispost
Name: Vina Chloe
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