Confused
Good afternoon everyone, have a nice day :)
well, im so confused, my blog didnt have a follow and comment button, so nobody can comment or follow me. can anyone tell me how to add the comment and follow button? because i really want someone to comment and follow my blog.
i just got back from my piano lesson, it was nice. so now im just relaxing, but later i have to go to the church again to practicing my dance.
by the way i have 195 viewers and i just want to say thankyou for those who has read my blog, or even stalk me hahaha. and i guess you want to see how i look, right? okay then, i will post my picture :D :
Its friday
Hello everyone :) how are you?
I go to school and its better than yesterday, i have some friends to talk to, it was nice :)
And today i still feel a bit insecure but i dont want to think about it so i just enjoy being in school.
Today i play with my friend; priscilla. She is so nice, we fight a lot, but its not a real fight, just playing fight but it was funny haha. And i want to be with her in one class. Or with another friends, in 8b.
To be honest, i've been feeling so useless lately, i dont know why.
Im not really good at making friends, its hard for me to be in a new place.
So i think that im just another nothing in that class, stay quiet a lot, while everyone is playing with their friends. I used to be so happy in 8c, my friends are so funny and they accept me as the way i am, we play a lot, i miss them. Maybe tomorrow, it will get better :)
Btw, now the lamp in my house is off so i cant do anything, im just hoping that it will on soon.
Thanks for reading, goodnight, goodbye, Godblessyou :D
Hmm
Hello guys. How are you? :)
Well i think everyday getting worse and worse. :(
I dont belong here in my class, in 9c.
I sit and stay quiet, i almost have no one to talk to, i just have a few friends in my class now.
The kids are nice, but im not close with them. I miss 8c. A lot :(
I feel like i was lost in that class, i just want to be in 9a/9b but i know i cant so i just can accept the reality..
But you know, thats sad to be in a crowded room fill of happiness and i just sit there quiet and like an idiot, i havent talk too much in this class.
I used to be so energetic and i talk a lot in class 8, but now what? I stay quiet, Cause i dont have a friends to get crazy with. I mean i have but its only 3 people. I used to be so close and play a lot with boys in 8c. Now what? I talk with boys in my class but only a few times. Its not as fun as 8c. But i will try to adaptation. And i hope i will be happy in these class.
Okay goodbye Godblessyou :D
Insecurities
Hey :)I dont know what should i say about today.
Today i have exam and i can do all the question and im happy, its all because of God :)
The second thing is today i feel so insecure.
Do you know what its like to walk in the school and not feeling good enough?
Trust me, it is bad. :(
Im so tired, today i have to go to the course and i asked my mom if i can escape it, she said i have to go go to my course.
I have exam again tomorrow.
I dont know whats wrong, its been a while since i feel insecure.
And now these insecure feelings come back to me.
I look at the mirror and i feel so ugly.
And i just want to stay home until these insecure feelings go away.
How can i walk in the school and feeling spbworthless, ugly, not good enough?
I cant, im ashamed.
But yes, i have to go to the school yesterday.
I hope these insecurities will go away.
Okay thats all until now, bye, Godblessyou :)
today in my school we have extracurricular, i choose modern dance, but they didnt have the teacher and the student is not enough, so i move to basketball, it was kinda fun.
and then i got home, my auntie just got back from thailand and she gave me souvenirs, wanna see? ;p
Confession
Hey guys how are you?
Sorry i didnt post anything yesterday, i was busy.
Holiday is over, it's school time so i wouldnt post as much as yesterday when it was holiday.
Okay, today i went to school and im so confused because when i was arrived, everyone was changing class and i dont know why. My class moves to 9d and honestly im not really comfortable :(. I sit in the most behind sit and i was not even fit in, so i move to another sit after the break time and yeah its better.
Last week was holiday, i spent almost all the time in home, or mall, with my mom, and church, with God.
And then its school, i am spoiled. I miss the holiday, i miss God, idk why maybe its because i used to talk to Him almost all the time in holiday, so when i was in the first class i was praying and i dont even notice what was my teacher talking about.
But after the break time its better, i play with my friends again.
I dont know why but its just really hard to adaptation in the new class, i really miss 8c, now im in 9c, i mean yes my new friends are fun, but its just different. I miss 8c. A lot.
One of my friend are a little bit weird, we're close but not really, and everytime we met in canteen or anywhere, she didnt even glance my way, like i dont exist, like i wasnt there and honestly i dont really like to be treated like that. So yeah, i just stay quiet and play with another friends, even when i come and asked her to play with me its like i was annoying her and she didnt like me, so i wont ask her to play again, i hate being ignored.
I guess i just can share a little now cause its late night and i havent finish my study yet, and sorry i cant post wht happens yesterday, maybe tomorrow :) goodbye, goodnight, Godblessyou :D
i've done my tik and cf's homework yeay!!!!!!!!!!
im so happy, only 2 homework left : chinese and pkn.
so for sure tonight im going to the mall.
Thanks God :D :D
well, im kinda excited because for sure, i'll finish all of my homework today.
my tik's homework is done, but now i feel that my presentation is bad :/
should i change the topic? or no? hmm..
im afraid that my presentation will turn out to be sucks.
last night i was so sad.
i used to have a blackberry, i chat with a lot of my friends and we're become close and closer.
a few weeks ago, my blackberry was so error, i was so mad and i throw down it forcefully, i thought nothing will happen, and then when i check it, the screen is broken :/ it's not fixed until now, i dont want to fix it anw, i hate that phone.
when i tell it to my mom, she laughed, im thankful because she wasnt mad hahaha.
and now i have iPhone, and honestly i have no one to text to, i feel like so lonely, i used to chat a lot in blackberry now i have no one.
i just feel so forgotten.. i really want to buy a blackberry again, my mom have asked me if i want to buy a new one and i said "no" because i thought i already have iphone, why should i buy another blackberry?
and if now i asked my mom to buy me the new one, i just feel extravagant.
so yeah, i hope tonight i wont feel sad again, and i hope someone wil just give me a new blackberry, but dont torch, i hate torch ( i dont know how to write it ) haha.
so i guess that's all, i want to edit my homework again, bye, Gbu :)
fridayy
hey guys. how are you? :) i hope you're having a nice day today!well, today i wake up at 9 morning because i want to go to the church, to practice my dance again because i i will be dancing this week. my feet isnt really hurt anymore, thankyou God :)
after that, i went home and take a rest because i was so tired.
and at 4.00 pm i went to the dentist and change the color of my braces, to be pink :3
and then i go to the pizza hut and eat a lot, im so thankful because God is really good to me, He gave me ALL i ever wanted, btw i buy a rainbow cake at jesselyn's cake too.
and after that i go home, read a bible, and now im making my tik's homework.
and honestly it take a lot of my patience, because sometimes the file is error and i lost all that i've done, sometimes the bluefish is not working, and i have to open one tab by one tab, i upset a lot of time because this homework.
oh no, 2 more days it's school :( i am absolutely not enjoying my holiday, because of that homework. i really am.
it is friday, i used to play on my laptop or watch movies or go to the mall with my mom, and now what!? i have to do my homework..
okay now i guess i have to do my tik's and i am hoping that it'll finish today, thanks for reading :) Godblessyou! <3
Thirsty Thursday
hey guys how are you? :Dwell, today i got a new haircut, yay! XD i found it cute and better than my old hair.
after that, i went to the church to practice my dance again, and it was going well, but my feet is hurt a bit when i was dancing but i just ignore it.
in there, i play with my friends, it's fun to have a time with them.
After that i go home and i take a bath, and then i edit my cf's homework, my group has 4 members, i have done 3 of it, but 1 person in my group is quiet complicated so it's hard, you know. --
And now i am updating my blog and after this i am going to make my tik's homework again.
wish me luck :) :p
thanks for reading, Godblessyou! <3
Get a rest
Hey guys. First of all i want to say sorry because i was mad yesterday, i dont know whats wrong i can become so sensitive like that.
So, today i didnt do my tik's homework again, maybe later because i need a rest. Today i go to grand indonesia with my mom and her friends from america. I was in forever 21 and i want to buy a lot, but my mom only allowed me to buy 1 things, so i buy a crop tee, but it has a lips or something like that. My mom's friend told me it's trending in america so i buy it, and i buy a dress with short skirt in the front and long skirt in the behind in another shop. Thanks God and mom :D. And my mom's friend told me that if we buy a lot clotes in forever 21 america we can get a discount, and i was so excited and i really want to go to the america, because in america there's a lot of cute clothes, and it's cheaper. I asked my mom to go to the america and she said later we will, but i really want to go to america tomorrow. I cant wait to buy all cute clothes in there. Hhaha maybe im a dreamer, 'later' can means 2years later or etc --
But yeah im really hoping forever 21 in here will give a discount. And when i was in forever 21, i saw a really cute bag but it's almost Rp.500.000,00 so i wont buy it, too expensive. I guess thats all, maybe i'll start doing my homework later, im tired and sleepy ~~ :)
And how is your day today? :)
Self Control
guys. i feel like hell right now, i was making my tik presentation and i havent save it, and then my bluefish become not responding and the file i made, is DELETED.and then i have a problem but i cant tell you what it is.
i really really want to confess it by mad at everyone or say a bad words but i know i cant and now i really am holding my emotion. if i mad, i only have 2 choices : mad and say bad words or just stay quiet and cry.
maybe this time i choose the second choice, stay quite, and cry, but im holding it.
i am really upset right now so bye.
Being Diligent For A While
Hey world, whats up!?Well, today i wake up, im healthy, thanks God!
Now i'm making my tik's homework about make the presentation, and i've changed my mind. i thought i'd make a presentation about my friends but it's kinda weird so now im making a presentation about forever 21. oh man i love that brand so much!
and about my title, "being diligent for a while", what's that mean?
let me explain. my maid return to her home and now i have to clean my room and wash my plate after eat by myself. and since i realize i still have a lot of homework to do, i want to do it and i wont go to a mall until i've finished all of them. i was a lazy girl but now i'll try to be a diligent, hope me luck guys :D
im just really hoping that my tik presentation will be great and different from the others, because i really want to pass this grade with a high score, in every lesson.
okay i guess thats all now, maybe i'll update again later. bye guys, Godblessyou! :)
20 Monday Night
Hey guys, it's 8.41 pm here.i am skyping with my friend, lifia, and eating right now. but i was making my tik's home work. im going to make a presentation about my life in smpk1 and i will mention all my closest friends, i know its gonna be hard but i really want to get a good score so im going to make something different.
and today i just realize i still have a lot of homework and i havent do at least one homework, i've do cf's homework but i just do a half of it. and this week im going to make all of it, seriously.
And have i told you that i am a really really lazy girl so its gonna be hard for me to make all those homework --
And btw this is my photo, webcaming with lifia :)
yesterday's post
hey guys im sorry i havent update anything yesterday, i cant open my laptop yesterday and it's hard to write my post by my phone. so im going to tell you what happen yesterday :yesterday in my church we were celebrating Indonesia's independence, we were praying for indonesia, etc.
after the church end, i didnt go home because i have to practice dance again.
we were playing, dancing, etc.
after that, i went home and just chill, eat, and watch movie.
yeah i guess that's all, because i kinda forget what happens yesterday haha.
thanks for reading, Godbless you :D maybe im going to update a new post about today soon)
Good Afternoon :)
good afternoon everyone! :Dhow are you?
well, today is absolutely a boring day :/
btw, my maid went back to her place so im so sad, not because she's gone, but because nobody will take me food or water, or clean my room, so i have to do it by myself.
and today i want to make cf homework ~~
oh, i forget to tell you about yesterday in church.
finally yesterday i can practice my dance again, even if it didnt work very well because my feet still hurts.
but when i came, my hair is purple and my friends asked me, like what's that? or anything and then we practice and laugh, taking photos etc. wanna see my photos? ;p
later, i guess, cause i havent transfer my pic to my laptop.
okay, i guess thats all, i'll post again later, have a nice day! bye :)
I'm back
Hey guys im back!Sorry i havent post something new.
So im gonna tell you about what happens yesterday :
i went to church at 4.00 pm.
i was practicing my dance. i was so excited and dancing like crazy. when im about to jump. guess what?
i was falling down and my friends laugh and come to me. my feet hurt so bad, i laugh and then started crying because it was really hurt. and when they saw me crying, they stop laughing and ask me which part is hurt, i tell them and my leader dancer give me something to remove the pain but it doesnt really work, but she’s so nice. i just hope and pray to God that my feet will heal fast, because tomorrow(which is today) i have to go to the church for practice my dance again.
but while i cry, i laugh too because it was really absurd to falling down like that, and my friends were confused am i laugh or cry hahahah.
luckily, i have finished my dance practice. and then i go to the car, without shoes.
and when im at car, i dont know why my feet become more hurt and i just feel it until i arrived home.
when i was home my mom give me a medicine.
yeah i guess thats all and now i want to do my daily routine, and then chilling, and then sleep.
Nah, now i want to tell you about today :
today i woke up.my feet is better than yesterday, but yes, its still hurt.i just want to say thankyou to God because i know He has heal my feet.i was editing my blog now its pretty cute but i still didnt know how to add picture :$ but thats okay. and now im sitting here, blogging.Guess what!? My mom bought me a hair color, so i can use it and it'll gone after a take a bath. yayy thanks God and mom! :Di guess thats all and later at 4.00pm i'll practice dance again. bye :) Godbless.
If you dont believe me, here's a photo of my leg :
it's night
hey world.its night here, its 22.41 A.M and im still here.
today its a busy day.. in the morning i go to school and like usually i play with my friends. i usually play with my friend called Melly. she's so cute and i adore her so much, i mean as a friend and sister lol. she's one of my bestfriend and i think she's so funny even sometimes she's annoying. we usually play chasing each other or have a silly fight or just sharing something or a game called "bentengan" or anything we like.
and in the afternoon i go to my school course, and while i was studying i checked my phone then my friends from church call me and then i remember i have a practice today(now) cause in monday i have to dance. and i was like 'WHATTT HOW CAN I FORGET THAT!' im so shocked and i just pray 'help me God im afraid my chairman of the dancer will get mad at me' and then she send me a message and tell me its okay, monday i cant performance but i will performance in the end of the month and im so happy.
after that i go home and im just chilling, playing phone and playing laptop.
i guess thats all, enjoy my blog, feel free to comment my post :D (sorry if my grammar is messed up xd)
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