life
ok guys im about to post about everything loll just read it :) hope you enjoy.life.
when i was young, i thought i will be so happy, and have a lot of friends.
well, i used to, but not anymore.
for me, life is like a sky. sometimes its rain, sometimes its bright.
but now, the sky of my life is raining. hahah
i never ever thought i'd be like this, never expect it, never imagine it.
and did you also know that every 7 years, cell in our bodies changed? so every 7 years, we are a new people. and i kinda miss my past.
the memories. sometimes it hurts to flashback, because i know everything will never be as it used to, and i really wish i could go back. but i cant.
the friends, the laugh, the joke, the silly conversation, the tears, the pain, the love, everything. i miss that. i miss my old life. everything is different now, and i hate that.
and honestly i dont know what i'll do with my life. only go to school, private course, eat, sleep, breath. i spend my time, like its the same and nothings changed. but when i look back, everythings changed. its weird, isnt it?
the i miss you feelings.
do you ever miss someone, that it hurts inside? cause you dont know if those person misses you too, or forget you. do you ever miss someone, but that person doesnt exist anymore?
its kinda like, they've changed. so you dont know who they are now and you really miss the old them.
sometimes im confused about 'feelings' and 'love'.
its just, idk. i never understand life. i never understand feelings. i never understand love.
and sometimes im just tired of having feelings, because i can feel pain, hurt, insecure, and anything worse.
Name: Vina Chloe
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